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Hollywood by brighteyearianette, literature

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Hollywood

i dream of silver screen starvation i dont need your invocation i just wanna be a sensation but all these people cause aggravation silver silver screen bring me empty dreams and if the scene might turn might turn to death than silver screen tuck me in for sleep all the dreams rejected all the problems neglected all the children deprived all those fucked up lives i cant wait till hollywood dies

broken promisesand bad endings by brighteyearianette, literature

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broken promisesand bad endings

Migraine for the third day in a week And the worst is yet to come Your getting what you deserve and more And im all but happy and wishing you the worst (all but happy and your livin the worst) She says its all in good fun Well I never liked it anyways She says you were just good fun Well I never… (I never) Well I never… Well I never loved you anyways (I never loved you to begin with) Sure closure can come in only one way And it aint comin anytime soon for you What you want is bitter hearts Poison tongues and heavy drinking Well im all for it and I hope you know Its gonna be worse for you (im better at this than you) (im be

eloise by brighteyearianette, literature

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eloise

Drivin with you in the car We never seemed to get that far From the places we feared And all those nights here The glare on her face And the tears in her eyes Pass the cops and were screaming You cant touch us You wont change this Its our town tonight You wont notice When we take it all down now And she seems to look away Well she seems still afraid And I don't want to (I don't want to) But im driving her home now Stare at the street lights Kill the stop signs There is no one else alive (tonight's our night to live to fight) (background) Stare at the street lines Kill the spot light These are the nights That stay in my

dancing by brighteyearianette, literature

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dancing

I get up dressed at about noon And I walk into the other room And my stomaches turning So I go for some food Gotta get a little something Even if its nothing at all I pick up the phone who do I call I can feel my pulse poundin faster No wait now its begging to fall Communication has gotten so hard Now im startin to wonder if you love me at all I hunger you hunger We hunger for dancing Shake down in the back seat Were left with nothing I woke up stressed at about noon And I walk outside sun shining down on me It feels like a spot light from a media tycoon I hop in my car to get some reflection And I put the key to ignition a

basking not completed yet by brighteyearianette, literature

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basking not completed yet

i spent a week basking in fear of an unsupported fall motel rooms and car rides provided no support at all and im sure that one day my flight will eventually depart i laid two days aside for a trip to santa barbra i spent it nesteled in the sunlight under a billion staring eyes a canopy of dreams and three words i didnt mean someday sorrow would surely fill her heart and i know i probably should have enjoyed it the way she threw herself to me and soon i was spending three days with her inconspicously

untitled by brighteyearianette, literature

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untitled

She whispers to me And its total insincerity And once again I take the long walk Heavy feet, flat sound Echoing down down down With the wrong lyrics to the song She screams Ill run away from you Ill run away And with that materialistic charm I find it only a matter of time Before shes back here in my arms As she whispers into the receiver The feed back is far to loud Turn that radio down It only produces a boring sound And with the quiet moonlight And that gleaming garden Puzzle pieces became one I knew my place I knew my purpose I forgot her face And as she whispers into this receiver I am not the receiver Turn that r

failure is your sign by brighteyearianette, literature

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failure is your sign

WAITING FOR THE SUN TO SWALLOW US BOTH WHOLE A STAR COLLIDES AND EXPLODES WITHOUT A REASON WHY FAILURE IS YOUR SIGN IF I SCREAMED WOULD YOUR VOICE ANSWER ME REGARDLESS WOULD YOU CARE ANYWAY IF I TOLD ALL THOSE NIGHTS OF PAIN REGARDLESS REGARDLESS WAITING FOR SOME TIME TO SETTLE OUR DREARY HEADS YOUR VOICE CALLS OUT IN PAIN AND I KNOW THE REASON WHY FAILURE IS YOUR SIGN you said to wait till winter you said that we would be you said to wait till winter you tried to tell me I WILL RUN FAR AWAY FROM THIS PLACE I WILL RUN SO YOU LEFT ME THAT NIGHT DID YOU FEEL THE LOVE RAIDIATING FROM ME DID YOU SEE MY OPEN HANDS YOU

preperation 2 by brighteyearianette, literature

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preperation 2

I wanna write but I cant I wanna lie well I really am I wanna live but I cant find a reason to I wanna die but im not sure how If I were to take away the medicine Would you be there for me And if I were to make everything better again Would you love me once more And if I were done would you settle a score Such vile conflicting thoughts we have When were lieing in bed Such atrocities we commit When this commences We have a new song for you It goes Slap slap slap Then preparation two commences We have a new song for you Slap slap slap Let preparation two begin And If I didn't need it no more Would you let me fly If I didn

in need by brighteyearianette, literature

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in need

The lamp lit rooms of warm suburban America Never looked so inviting and calling And I have never been so far away from it all Inside the common family sits God how I wish one day to be part of this Have a part in this cause I know this is not life The warm kitchens and smiling faces Have never really looked like a common fit for me anyways I need a place where I can go A place where I am accepted A place where I am needed A place where I am wanted But I know for this day It is not here for me And sure it hurts to be your obligation Not your priority Sure I know you cover it up well with that Poker face But I know that Some

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may be by Medusas-prozac, literature

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may be

I don't know how to tell you this I don't know if I should you just got out of a hard relationship with someone you loved to much just to let her quit but nothing you could say would change the decision that she made You may think I'm crazy for tell you through a poem but my thoughts are so hazy and they just lead me to more thinking I'm so confused but what do i have to lose I've come to the conclusion that I may be in love with you I'm not sure how I've made this decision but I hope you'll just listen When we talk I feel I'm no longer lost Our conversations are so deep and nothing I say comes out wrong I love the way y

life like by dirtandwings, literature

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life like

Something comforting about the heart beats that surround It makes you feel alive again I can barely make out the movement through the walls This is the last time, I'm ever human again This is the last time, I'm ever pathetic again Screams are easily muffled by pleasantry and soft laughter And tragedies are filtered to blend with tooth-picked smiles Incoherent whispers dance through unfastened window sills Then somehow stumble upon the deadliest of the thorns From the loveliest of the roses and the lowest of the lives To pierce mending hearts, whole You can ignite the gasoline and celebrate I don't have anywhere to go, except

Luvstruck by DamienJaymz, literature

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Luvstruck

How can I say what I feel? On the night of summer's soon. Knowing that all life is surreal, And it goes from dusk till dawn on autumn's noon. I never heard I love you, By anyone but me. If I learned something there's no taboo, Isn't that easy to see? My fires burning low, Throw some wood into the kill. My hearts been moving slow, Soon it will stand still. Alone I'm out to sea, Heading for the squall. If only there was someone to catch me, When I start to fall. Love is a feeling I have not felt, Be the one for I. In your warmth I will melt, Reach up and kiss the sky. Be the one for me, Open up my love, With your key. I'm

thoughts of before by moonlit-rain, literature

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thoughts of before

i stare at the gun the gun in my hand i think back to all the times that we had my heart in your hands you sqeezed out the blood your desperation killed me inside there's nothing i did that i could regret but everything done i'll never forget you try to be smooth and turn me around you try to confuse throw me to the ground you say that i'm yours i must disagree your love that you gave has poisoned all of me but as i sit now i stare at the gun think one last time then put it back down there is just too much i'd be missing out on you've left me no choice this bullets for you

Drowning Nightmares by Medusas-prozac, literature

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Drowning Nightmares

I am left here. Alone with all my fears. For all the pain I've felt I've never asked for help Living in my Nightmares. Drowning in this Nothingness. I ask for forgiveness, and get a reply of silence. I leave my body here, and go out there to lose all my tears. Living in my Nightmares. Drowning in this Nothingness. Images from my dreams, leave me with empty screams. My faith being shattered, Leaves me even sadder. Living in my Nightmares. Drowning in this Nothingness.

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preperation 2 by brighteyearianette, literature

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Current Residence: houston texas
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brighteyearianette

Dec 10, 2007

deear readers

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i know there are none but ive hardly just begun stop by sometime and see if you and i could see eye to eye

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brighteyearianette

Sep 4, 2006

its been such a long time old friends

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i quit for a while but i might start writing again im older and wiser now so watch out the improvement is tenfold while the subject remains the same i love all of you and remember its not the people you meet but the love you share that defines you

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brighteyearianette

Jan 15, 2005

SHE HAD EMERALDS IN HER EYES BUT ID ALREADY TIED..

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A BRACLET MADE OF GOLD AND SCARLET THREAD AROUND HER WRIST I LIVE IN AUSTIN NOW EVERY ONE COME SEE MY BAND PLAY SOUTH BY SOUTHWEST MARCH 21 CHORIZO SHOW CASE ARS POETICA

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Feb 2, 2007

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Jan 17, 2005

damn. *sigh* i'm gonna call you some time this week. i miss you.

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i hope you are joking. we never even got to see each other again & i kept meaning to call you like all this week but things happen & . .. you better be joking.

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