I wanna write but I cant
I wanna lie well I really am
I wanna live but I cant find a reason to
I wanna die but im not sure how

If I were to take away the medicine
Would you be there for me
And if I were to make everything better again
Would you love me once more
And if I were done would you settle a score

Such vile conflicting thoughts we have
When were lieing in bed
Such atrocities we commit
When this commences

We have a new song for you
It goes
Slap slap slap
Then preparation two commences
We have a new song for you
Slap slap slap
Let preparation two begin

And If I didn’t need it no more
Would you let me fly
If I didn’t want you no more
Would you let me die
If I wanted to get a score
Would I really want more

And if you say something
Like im better
Than ill tell you your illogical
And if you tell me you wrote me a letter
I wouldn’t really wanna receive it anyway

If you need me
Don’t bother to
C-c-c-call me
If you need me
Don’t you even bother sweetie
Don’t you even bother baby

Because we have  a new song for you
It goes
Slap slap slap
And this cd begins
ya we’ve got a new addiction to
it goes
Spike spike spike
Your way to pleasure and safety
Preparation 2 has already begun